Hai guys
It's been a long time since im not posting anything here. Ive been stressing alot these days.
So, todays topic is dreamin. I was dreaming about him tho.
I think it was at the parking lot at lrt pandan indah. And I drove my car to go there. After that, I walk out of my car and waiting for someone. I think im picking up my mom from work.
BUT THEN ! I started to walking around to search something. I already saw a balloon on the side of the car but then I just ignored it and start walking again. After that, he showed up ! Him?! In my fucking dreamed?! I was like so shook and started to cry and hug him like I will never lost him  again. He make a birthday surprised for me with a balloon and a cake. Im crying over his shoulder cause he said that, "dont cry, come here, cry on mine and hug me tightly"
Maigosh ! It was the saddest and the happiest dream. Idk how to desc the feeling and I woke up so early today just because of that dreamed.
Yeah I know. I missed him alot ! Like seriously. I still cant move on and still wanted him to be mine.
I remembered his face tho. In my dreamed. He smiling like a child and I really missed that smile. I missed everything about him !
Oh I wish that dreamed would come true.
And after that, my mom showed up wearing baju kurung (so thats why I know im picking up my mom from work) and confused why am I hugging a guy. I startled just for a sec and then he said "  Hi, my name is ***, nice to meet you and salam my mother".
And that is it. Just another night dreaming that plays into my mind.