Oh my dead ass friend !!
I am so shook, like dammit ! I dont even know he was like that. Well, memanglah dosa sendiri sendiri but kalau takpuasa tu dah macam too much man. I just cant accept it. Yang terkejutnya, he just buying the popcorn with drinks and just walk like nothing is goin on? WOW !! And you know what he said? Dia sakit, demam thats why takboleh puasa. Eh dammit, aku yang pernah sakit sampai pening takboleh jalan pun still boleh puasa sampai habis. Takpernah tinggal unless I cant. Idk why I love someone like him. Like fuck !! Shit doh. I just dont know what to do. Takkan aku nak marah dia? Takkan nak bising dekat dia sebab aku yang ajak dia teman aku. Oh wow, I still cant believe it dohh. Gentle. Just too much. I literally crying because of him. Why? Because there's so much wrong doing that he does and still no one try to change him nor himself. Please berubah. Im not asking much babe. Pity of him, he can be good but he chose to be bad. So when does he wanna changed his life? Bila dah nak mati? Bila kubur dah panggil? My words may too harsh but I just cant accept it. Dia makan tepi aku weh, siap ice cream lagi. WHAT THE ?!! Oh god, please forgive him.
I thought that this will be the last time seeing him but when this shit came up, I think I wanna stay beside him. I wanna changed him. I dont wanna left him like that. Shit im crying for his sin. Ya Allah, please forgive him, all his sins.