" THINGS ALWAYS CHANGED "

Little bit of my life

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" Beauty begins the moment you decide to be yourself "
YOUR MISTAKES DOESN'T DEFINE YOU





SHOOK
Thursday, 13 April 2017 | 18:53 |

It's been a while guys. So well, Hello Earthlings ! I am back. Not the new me, still the OLD me. So yeah, the topic of today is about my "college".

Yesterday, I have to go back to school bcause we have to pay for our convo thingy and send our report our log book and so much more. That was hectic !
And I met my friends. Oh gosh ! I miss the so so so so much. Even we're whatsapping but still I miss them. Well, there's not much. Just that and today I have to go back there AGAIN bcause of my last year project. Like shit right? I wanna rest for god sake !

Okay. About my weirdo life, not much. Just the same. I still miss him eventhough I know that he's not missing me. Idk lah. Idk why I love him like so much. Idk. Padahal dulu waktu first met, I was like ohh he's gonna be my friend or like, wow dekatnya rumah and thats it. I don't even think that we can hook up. Yeah well, boys kan. Not all boys are good so I accept him. I think karma has hit me. Why? Because when I was 15, I told my boyfriend that I want to break w him cause I wanna focus on my study and guess what? Jadi dekat I. Woaaaahhhh. Serve you right han ! I still look for him, still walk infront of his house hoping that I can still see him, be beside him but haihh. I still love you, you know? But takkan I have to tell you every single day. Nanti you kata I gila/obsessed -,- well, I'm not like that. Just tht I can't move on yet. It will take a lot of year. Trust me. Please come back. I'll wait for you and I don't wanna lose you.