Dear diary,
I think I'm goin straight to hell. There's no pit stop to heaven I guess. Yaa I know I'm not that religious one but atleast I can think whats good and bad. When I'm with him, he makes me changed the way I am. Yeahh well sort of cause I don't really touch anyone in my entire damn life like I did to him. He's bad like so fucking bad but I still want him. Maybe I like bad guys. Hahahaha. Joke joke. After that evening, we're not talking much nor ws. Dia dengan hal dia and I dengan hal I. Yeah well, bayangkan je lah when you're the only innocent girl then bertukar jadi jahat. Well takdelah jahat mana but still sins juga.
You know what? I don't wanna talk about this. If I do, then the urge to be with him will be strong and I can't let that happen. I can't control myself and unexpectedly, I'll change into some crazy ass bitch.
Sayang, you've already changed. See? I've told ya. Jangan rindu sangat sebab nanti you takkan rindu I dah. And maybe you takkan rindu langsung. I know you busy but takkan takde masa for me? We can make a sentence phrase and word, but it's all lies. It's all fucking lies.