Dear diary,
Yaa I know this life is not a fairytales. We're not gonna live happily ever after but atleast i've tried to make it better. Or did I do something wrong to him thats why he keeps pushing me away? After what had happened, he seems so different. Feels like that is not him at all. Taknaklah overthinking sebab nanti I stress but idk what to do. Do nothing about it? Just let him decide? I can't do that because I know  him. I tahu hidup dia macam mana and all that stuff that he do. I already swear to him that I won't stalk him but haihhh. Menyesal pula cakap cemtu. He said that we're just a couple. Not a fiancee or married so he has his own life and I don't have to give a damn about it. Takperlu nak sibuk nak ambil tahu. Entah lah doh. I just don't know what to do rn.

Today takde apa yang special. Like always, I will watch TVD, dancing, sleeping, eating ....
I wanna go out but idk where to go and yeahh. Im all alone. Bosan en? Yaa I know.